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[Apr. 26th, 2007|01:03 am] |
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well i don't have a job anymore and i suck at looking for a new one. i haven't really done much of anything lately, it kinda sux. i've just been hanging out a lot listening to records, playing video games and smoking a lot of weed. i should cut down on that last one. i have been bored living in austin. i am getting into this tired routine of doing nothing productive and i just keep putting off things that i want to do. i need to start hanging out with more people. i am really excited for chaos in tejas this year. and right after that is emissions from the monolith, then hopefully i will be going to philly again and from there to rhode island. i really don't want to go to school in the fall but my dad won't back off. what a drag. |
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[Feb. 22nd, 2007|07:51 pm] |
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i finally beat kingdom hearts! |
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| hayyyyy |
[Feb. 4th, 2007|10:32 pm] |
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i've been living in austin for like three weeks now. its pretty cool minus not having a ride home from parties til like 4am cuz its far. i have been applying everywhere but no one wants me. also i kinda miss my mom because we had started getting closer right before i moved. it's just weird not seeing her everyday. i turn 18 in ten days and also defiance ohio is playing that day so that should be great. i am so sad and just fucking pissed off at everything all the time. |
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[Jan. 8th, 2007|09:46 am] |
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i'm moving to austin this weekend! i'm fucking excited but pretty scared too. mainly of not being able to find a job soon or something. i dont even know where to start looking. i guess things sound kinda rushed but thats how i like to live.....on the fast lane ahaha. no but really..i hate planning too far ahead. everybody in austin hang out with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i really regret not going to TIFY to save money for austin because i saw pictures and it looked like a badass time and i have enough money anyways i just wasn't thinking right. |
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[Dec. 21st, 2006|10:14 am] |
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one thing that people never understand about me is that i need 4 walls around me to make me feel secure, and its really annoying when people are rude about it. i like to be by myself most of the time, or just have people i know over and hang out. whenever i go out into a really social setting where there is a lot of people i don't know i just start feeling really scared and insecure and uncomfortable. i am just thinking about thsi because the other day these two kids came over and wanted me to go to like a cafe and then downtown with them or something, and they got super offended that i didn't wanna go and it looked like they were thinking i am some weird hermit or something. i mean i love getting out of the house and being outside, but when theere is something specific to do and when i'm with good friends. like what the fuck were we gonna do downtown san antonio? there is nothing. i dont even like going to parties half the time, those are the places i feel the most uncomfortable. i just go because all my friends are there, but most of the time i feel really awkward. well anyways it just makes me feel like such a loser when people dont understand why i have this social anxiety or whatever and then they say things to make me feel even worse. i just like to be alone or with a few close friends most of the time but that doesn't mean i'm some anti social freak weirdo so stop making me feel like that. |
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[Nov. 22nd, 2006|10:16 am] |
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so i was supposed to go to mexico next week to see my dad whom i havent seen in almost 8 years, not even pictures or anything. but now it turns out that i need to get like 75973432132 papers before i can go which is fucking stupid cuz i'm a mexican citizen and a US resident and i have papers to prove both things and they had told me thats all i needed. but nowwwww i have to get notarized permission from my mom to go to mexico, and from my dad to get back here, i have to show papers from my parents divorce (wtf??), get a passport, file a million other shits fsdjvnbhjlkjafhdashfdas. i was actually really happy that i'd finally get to see my dad and now i'm really really bummed and i wanna cry D: |
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[Nov. 11th, 2006|10:07 am] |
well..i am at headquarters, feeling like i'm gonna die. last night i drank a lot of vodka which was probably the worst idea ever seeing as how i hate liquor. i dont remember passing out but i remember waking up 4 or 5 times to projectile vomit all of my insides. i still feel like shit though. w00tw00t i never learn! also i fixed my sherlock pipe that had been broken for a year because i hadnt thought of using krazy glue..but i thought about it yesterday and now you can barely even tell the pipe was broken. and i accidentally glued my hands to a can of root beer..it kinda hurt.
man, i feel so sick. laptop keyboards are so hard to type on. |
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[Nov. 3rd, 2006|01:13 pm] |
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yesssss i love my life!
lets hang out y'all |
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| my girl wants to party all the time party all the ttiiimeeee |
[Oct. 29th, 2006|12:37 pm] |
life after graduation is so fun..all i do is hang out.
im at chris and anddys right now waiting for andy to wake up so we can go to dog almighty duhhhhh. ahahaha this weekeend was funny. i was a lion on friday and an owl last night. my mom is coming back from mejico tonight. i'm also going to the mountain goats tonight and i need to get a job soon.
we smoked the longest blunt ever last night..seriously. |
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| its funny and its horrible if this is the best life thats possible |
[Oct. 13th, 2006|02:16 pm] |
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so i graduated yesterday!!! heck yeah..after 3 years of hard work and smokin weed. it felt pretty good. while i was waiting for the counselor to run all the stuff through the computer, they decided to have a CODE 13 DRILL which turned out to be a school shooting drill. it would be pretty scary if it really happened. but i dont have to worry about that anymore cuz im not in high school anymore AAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA!
ok yall know about that yankee plane crash whatever into a new york condominium building? it happened on 10/11/06..flip that upside down and around and its 9/11/01 O_O |
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| just keep pointing up at the sky |
[Oct. 2nd, 2006|04:40 pm] |
its such a big bummer when you really like someone as a friend or whatever but then you start noticing a lot of stupid little things that they do and think they're dumb. i think i do this with a lot of people.
graduate in 3-4 weeks whaaatt?? |
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| POINTLESS FEST '06 |
[Aug. 1st, 2006|05:25 pm] |
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I'M GOING TO PHILADELPHIA FOR POINTLESS FEST!!!! i'm so excited. i'm going with pete and brian from the 8th til the 14th. what a perfect way to end this great summer! i hope everybody has something to be happy about and if you dont, lets hang out and we'll figure something out.
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| LET THE GOOD TIMES ROLL!!!! |
[Jul. 19th, 2006|12:55 pm] |
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why are a lot of people's entries so sad and all about whining?? it's fuckin summer!!! instead of bitchin in your online journal go out and have some fun and fix the things that are making you sad.
this summer so far has really proved to be the best. i've done the most fun things that i've ever done during this summer and spent most of my time with the people that matter the most. there's only about one month left of vacation, but so many more things to do! and school.....i'm semi looking forward to it just because everyday i go it will just be one day closer to graduating and i couldn't be more excited about that. sometimes when i stop to think about it i feel really weird and like idk..what am i gunna do after i graduate and stuff. oh well, not like i ever make plans for much anyways.
the format just played at some ugly girls' sweet sixteen. i used to luv them so much hahahahah. or just that one song...
on saturday i'm riding the bus to houston to what would have been the i would set myself on fire for you show but they had to cancel cuz they had problems with their van which is a huge bummer. but i'm still goin just to hang out with friends and have some (more) fun.
ps. THIS IS A SHOUT OUT TO MY BOI JAMAL, WE ABOUT TO BLAZE A FOOT-LONG BLUNT LACED WITH THAT PURPLE DRANK!! YOU KNOW HOW WE DO HERE IN SAN ANTONE, everyday we hustlin'!!!! |
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[Jul. 17th, 2006|03:42 pm] |
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hey yall if you are missing a t-shirt it's at my house. it's a midsummer night's dream shirt and it has four pictures of shakespeare like in different colors. if its yours come get it or its going to goodwill cuz i dont like it. |
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[Jul. 7th, 2006|11:49 am] |
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summer so far has been pretty fucking awesome. i'm having so much fun and i hope everyone else is too. sorry i dont have any awesome pixx, i wish i did. i want to hang out with everyone so call me 4 a good time. |
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[Jun. 23rd, 2006|12:12 pm] |
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last night i had a dream that my medusa was still pierced. i wish! |
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| JUUUUSSSTTT KIDDING |
[Jun. 15th, 2006|10:14 pm] |
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| | butterflies + beating hearts | ] |
that last entry was for laughs and giggles, i just needed a few blunts to remind me of the good times. let's smoke!!! :D |
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